contradicTION

there are always a contradiction i can't handle it,
i know i should not have this thought from the begining,
but i juz lost of control,
am i crazy ....
which way i should go for,
always a bipolar....i want and i think cannot!
I should stop all those stupid act before i becum an evil
I believe ...
Stop now better than getting worst and worst,
I don know what i'm writting here,
my head pop out an evil and angel....
sigh, i always lead by and evil and forget about angel edi,
angel can u gif a slap to wake me up,
i should focus on other important stuff other than this....
i have many things to settle, stop dreaming ....wake up!!!!
why sth juz follow the same pattern,
can i make a change...
i don't want there are sth like hunting me!!!