Long time din't update my blog, why i'm writing here now is want to record my feeling after this month. I really want write it all out. This month i go through a lot, is a tough time for me. First is the hardest decision i have made is i have accept Christ and they said this is the great decision i had made. My schedule all changes and even me changes a little bit. Before that i just a free religion ppl, what am i thinking before is i still have chance to choose and i believe every religion is the same which lead us to the right way. But HOW I GONNA CHOOSE? My family is buddhist family but i'm allow to choose. People will ask " then why you choose christian", well for me, i can tell you i choose christian is because i just feel touch on the day i was in camp at Kokol Hill. The major purpose in my mind to go this camp is nice view and get to know more about christian, i never know that day will be the important day for me. But indeed the view is so so nice and here is the sunrise at Kokol Hill.
That night, inside deeply in my heart said " yes, heavenly father i'm here, would you accept me as your daughter?" that day i'm feel so desire to look for God. You know what kind of feeling when i make that decision, i feel a tonne of stone tied on my leg and i able to make a step to the front at the end. I remember Pastor John said that there is not coincidence we gather here, there is purpose we are here. I'm kind of stubborn ppl that i have attend 3 years christian activities, and now i just accept christ. This have to credit to one of my best buddy i have Paulus who always invite me to those activities and now he is my brother in christ. After accept Christ, for sure i'm new born baby who need guidance, hence i attend church, cellgroup, Paul & Timothy session ( credit to my Paul-Esther ). It helps me a lot to know more about God and how to grow relationship with God. The one so important is to tell my family, hence i called my mom after three day i accept chirst. After i tell my mom i feel relieved is because i don't like hidding somethings from my family. Do you know what my mom think and tell me. My mom is a buddhist and sure she will hope that i have same religion with her, but she allow me to choose, she ask me to observe carefully and tell me i'm adult who can make decision now. I feel touch and thank you for mom who let me choose. Some of my friends ask then how you gonna face your family when they are buddhist while you are christian. I just have one answer, "why i choose sth that will make me lost my family, chosen become christian won't make me lost my family, and between it will strengthen the bond with my family. We are in one world, all have different kind of religions, but what we need is respect each other, there where peace come from. After one month. i reviewed back to my previous ME, i feel that i found some of the answer in my mind. Thank you Lord and i know i can do everything through Christ who strengthen me. In name of Jesus i pray, AMEN. :)
Matthew 7:8
For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
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